Til min ex

I have had days full of loving
Days with hope - days with faith
Days were i was believing - you would be mine and you would stay.
I have had days when i missed you.
I have had days of dispair.
But could i ever leave you?
I dont know if i dare!
I grow weak when you are near me.
I grow numb when you speak.
I loose my breath when youre breathing - right next to me...
-But my heart seems to tremble - just a little to soon.
Through the night until its noon
Cuz every night, and every day... wasting time - cuz you are away - i wish i was stronger.
But a life without you i cannot believe, i cannot believe it, and i dont know how to let go...
So much hurt in my loving
So much pain everywhere.
U said u would learn but u didnt
Dont know why i still care!
Cuz i dont know how to leave you.
How to really let u go
How to close the door behind you
How to hang on till "i know".
Cuz every night, and every day... wasting time - cuz you are away - i wish i was stronger.
But a life without you i cannot believe, i cannot believe it, and i dont know how to let go...
But i had days full of loving - maybe a few, but they are there.
You gave me days of believing - i guess thats why i am here...
/din for evigt...

And you never will cauce what you wrote.
But the experience will let you master your future, and lead you on your way.
And the way is ever in front of you.
Longing is a state of life, and life should not be about longing.
Now its time too move on.
Klaus