Cannot do it.

I cannot do it,
Í want to suicide,
my bed is taking me for a ride,
I cannot do it.
I live in a world of nothing,
it pisses me off,
everybody lookes at me,
I'm feeling me like a dwarf.
I cannot do it,
you are so beautiful,
you broke my soul,
I cannot do it.
My love to you is something big,
it's an honer to stand close to you,
i wrote this letter because,
I'm in love with you.
I cannot do it,
I really love you,
you make me happy,
I cannot do it.
When i look in the mirror and smile,
I'm feeling safe like in a crew,
I have some wonderful feelings,
I'm in love with you.